I don't know why I created this account, one can pretty much read everything about my daily activity at [link] but anyways here it is. I start all my blog-like things like this. I really must stop, it doesn't say much about me does it? I saw an awesome video on SABC 1 today. My best friend-person's band did a gig for a child programming show and performed a punk version of their theme song. That was pretty awesome. For some reason I developed an instant hate for the presenters. All they did was bumble around not knowing what to say next and pretending they know what they're talking about. The band is called Backroom Jam. Unfortunately all they really do at the moment is cover pop-punk songs. Not very appealing. They will soon be producing their own material so there is no reason to worry. Other than that this day was incredibly boring. This homeschooling system is not a very good one. They expect one to work from 08:00 to 14:15. This does not seem like much to others but with no teachers to waste the time all you are doing is studying or working. After two hours of this you will find it impossible to concentrate. Your skull will feel like it's about to rupture from all the information you've been cramming into your brain in this short period of time. I am doing this homeschooling thing because of an event which took place at a high school that I used to attend. It gave my parents quite a shock and they insisted that I leave the school. So now I end up with 1/2 a years worth of school I cannot put to good use and a very sizable amount of books to read through before the 1/2 year exams which they want me to write. So now I have to learn 1/2 a years worth of a new system within a period of 2 weeks. I am now convinced that the rest of the world is incapable of sparing a single care in the world for the work of others. Being here is like being under house arrest. I can feel my sanity leaving me and the walls are getting bigger...stronger is seems. The rooms are shrinking. I am amazed at how small this house really is. I am now almost completely independent on social interaction. Other people seem completely useless. Except for..her. She is the drug I crave, my sanity lies within her. Besides her I have nothing to look forward to in the world that lies beyond my prison.

I just had a rather frightening thought. There will always be these religious zealots running scared of the inevitable apocalypse. What no one seems to realize is that we are our own messengers. We bring death upon the legions that we are. We kill for the pleasure of killing and steal because of pure apathy for others. We are our own apocalypse. People are also always saying that we must "Save the planet" and "The planet is in danger" but I know this...the planet is fine. It has been struck by meteors countless times and most likely been flung from a few solar systems several times. it has been around longer than history is capable of recording and will be around for much longer. I repeat: the planet is fine. We are fucked. The planet will kill us and we are it's own accomplices. We are the death of our own species. We do not abuse our planet by causing the vast amounts of pollution we do. We are increasing its arsenal of weapons it can choose to use against us at will.

That's all for now. Hope I scared the living shit out of you.

Silentwater987